sigerson | da' blues (Reply)

Not feeling so great today. In fact, feeling pretty damned shitty. Between hormonal depression, future angst, irritability, and exhaustion of work, I want to curl up in a little hole and whimper till the sun goes back down.

I have no illusions that this would make anything feel better.

In retrospect, adding the Nick Cave on the way here was a bad idea.

...in retrospect, several things I've done have been bad ideas.

The way out of this, today, is to hunker down and concentrate on work. It's going to be a multiple plate-spinning day, so the sheer business of it will demand focus, and if I get the focus together, then I can celebrate my achievements. Being able to do ten things at once is a real talent, and I like using it.

So I'm gonna go do that. Hope your days are better.

EDIT: Damn, when I angst, I angst. I'm feeling much, much better, and as always, a little ashamed for moping in public. Thank you for your concern.